i used to have that same feeling...like it is so difficult to breath and you are so sad but no one can understand your pain......i promise u everything will get better, you will learn to be happy and you will find persons who truly care, but to get to that point you have to get better FOR YOU...not for your mom or for anyone else, get better FOR YOU, BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT!!! Because you deserve to love yourself and to take care of yourself....Distract yourself, enjoy...sing under the rain, write, compose some music, learn other languages, anything to keep you distracted from the pain...and it will go away, and you will realize you are happy again!!!
ouch! he just broke up with me too, :( i thought he was the love of my life, and the truth? i still love him! he has a new girlfriend (apparently they started going out since we were together) and i hate it!! my bestfriend is moving to germany!!!!!!! i feel so sad to!! i hope everything out fine for you! i'm here if u wanna talk! xoxo
if your boyfriend leaves you for her, then he's a jerk. and you don't deserve someone like him. maybe the fact that he's ex coming between you two, could be a test from God to see he truly cares for you or not.[bellababiee]